18 day… 18 straight days of exercise. I have to say, I’m amazed at myself. I didnt’ think I could keep it going this long. Usually when the weight loss doesn’t equal the effort I put forth in one week. I bag it. So far I’m  still going strong. I had the perfect opportunity to give up tonight. I could have easily given in the my exhaustion and fall asleep early. The healthier me that is hiding, is starting fight more. She’s starting to win against this shell of a person I became. It’s hard fighting the person I’m hiding behind.

I do need to start to putting a better effort into the blog. But truthfully I have been just so tired and busy to take the time to journal my food and my feelings. I really just wanted to give it all to the exercise right now. Until the exercise is as much as part of my life and daily routine as taking a shower is. A must do daily. But for now I’ll keep myself grounded with little posts like these. Little pick me ups to remind myself to keep going and keep doing what I’m doing. But the scale is not my friend, Only .2 pounds down from last week. Whatevs.